I've had some bad scans and even worse blood tests come back, indicating that cancer is back in the house. Going to chemo again is no fun, either. I couldn't paint a smile on my face, but I did manage to bring my cake pops for the great oncology staff.
My appointment at MSK is set for 5/14. The next scan (to see if any progress is being made) is set for July - which is a long time to wait - but I have to trust the process.
I apologize for not responding to the many of you who have texted, emailed, called, DM'd, etc. I am finding myself in a deep depression (and yes, I am consulting with a therapist and a psychiatrist) but responding to people when I have no good news to share seems unbearable. Even when I know they just want to help and brighten my mood. Please give me some time and I'll respond.
Mariah and I are praying for you to pull through this my friend!
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry this is happening ....no words other than everyone loves you and I'm praying for good scan
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